I saw today about you.
who you are.
how you've changed.
or better, how you have reverted.
and i couldn't feel anything but sorry...
sorry.
that is all.
I cannot say that I haven't make mistakes to call my own.
I cannot say that I know perfection.
I cannot say that I am a friend of fearlessness every day of my life.
but i know that i would never hurt you by sharing your mistakes with the world.
in detail.
and i would never shame you by telling the tales of your suffering.
with gladness.
Words are powerless unless you give them life.
meaning.
&
value.
My heart stands solidified against the idea of you.
i was broken at one point.
but no longer.
the truth is, i made the mistake of telling myself i could help you along your way.
i cant.
Out there somewhere....
is the man that God has made for me.
The person who will love me like Christ called him to.
The sweet gentleman who's face stirs up love. The man who i will wake up next to everyday and thank the Lord for. The person I shall call my husband.
and i pray you find her.
the woman who will envoke joy and selflessness from you.
The woman that God created to be your complimentary half.
and long before this....long before i accepted it....i knew this was the right thing to do.
I knew it.
but avoiding the issue wont change it.
Hope fills my lungs and breath arises.
Laughter fills my heart and strengthens my joy.
All is well.
S/O to that dear one having trouble being away from those he loves. I think of you often and my heart is with you. Dear, dear friend (:
Anticipation. (:
<3 Goodnight Sweethearts.
Crystal Marie Kearney
" I've been on the wrong track, with the wrong map and im tryina to find my way home"
-Johnny Lang
