Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Monday, September 21, 2009

it's a fantasic(AL) life.


Well ladies and gents, it's been a while since i've given you all the low-down on what is going on in my life these days.


So life is lovely at the present time. =)


I think that in life there is never going to be anything constant but ONE thing and as i live each day i see that no matter how hard i try to hold on to anything it will change.

Love, people,friends,feelings and thoughts they all morph into something new and the old is gone forever.


Now, the only thing that will never change is God. He is always constant, always faithful and he always LOVES me no matter my short comings.


School has just started and everything seems to be going just fine with that situation.

Learning is definetly a process where you scratch out old ideas and replace them with something new. I hate math with a passion but am trying so hard to cram my brain with these numbers, formulas and such. English on the other hand...I am having quite a time with that subject because words are unlike anything they build, break down and create.


As for the rest of my life it is all following what was stated in my open first original thought...changing. I am no longer friends with certain people and am not persuing other particular friendships with people who burden my life with drama and confusion. I believe that you should fill your life with people that make your life better, not worse. How would being freinds with someone who tears you down be of any benefit?


Saterday I am going to be in the Walk for a cure for Juvinile Diabetes. I think that it is a worthy cause and i am actually pretty excited to be a part of that.


Lets see...Let me give you all some random things that i have either discovered or that have happened to me as of late.

-i love you

-vanessa is my cousin and my best friend

-you can't love anyone before God

-people make mistakes, it's learning that's the hard part

-we are no longer getting money at work for referrring people

-i am going to be wonder woman for halloween

-there is always new music to be discovered

-even really nice people can turn out to not be so nice

-i dont like when mothers yell at they're children in public for something really stupid like looking at something.. i mean come on lady.


okayy well im all out of stuff soo i will try my best to keep you all updated next chance i get!


im OUT(yy),


alwaystogetherbatmanforever.


Crystal!


my thought of the way:

The heart is crying out deep inside, it reaches out for that one love that can only be fullfiled by the one who made you. All else is just a gift, take it all in rememebrance of the one who gave it


Lyric of the day:

"if every these building falls, and all the stars fade we'll STILL be singing that song the one they cant take away. " - Matt Kearney 'Closer to Love'



Thursday, September 17, 2009

Saturday, September 5, 2009