Smile.

Sing me to sleep dear.

Hey World.

I haven't updated this in a few weeks, i am aware that i have abandoned you all and you feel oh so very forgotten and for that i send a million apologies. (lol)

Now, where to begin... My life has gotten more complex and yet simpler all at the same time..

i am now a part-time college student.

i have been hanging out with some new and old friends and having a good time

i will be starting the divorce process soon and that isnt going to be fun

i have discovered some new FANTASTIC music!

i have also found that there are actually some one in a millions out there

life is amazing at the moment. Ive let go of what has happened and i forgive you for any hurt you have caused me. I will probably never remember some of the good times we shared (of the few we had) but i have to let go because this is not a beneficial relationship for either of us. I understand that you don't see you being with her as an affair but i do. I need an open and honest relationship because there shouldnt be any questions or worries like that, but enough of that. =)

When the rain comes, a rainbow follows and i found that sometimes the rain can even be a beautiful thing like you almost couldn't imgine.

there are many things in my life that are changing but everything has a season.

Time is moving on and life is holding no restraits, i have made mistakes but we live and learn (at least thats the idea)

Well farewall for now

my sweetest loves,

Crystal