Art.

embrace me. 4 I charge you, O daughters of Jerusalem, why should you
stir up or awaken my Love until it pleases?

A peace of love.

it's a fantasic(AL) life.

Well ladies and gents, it's been a while since i've given you all the low-down on what is going on in my life these days.

So life is lovely at the present time. =)

I think that in life there is never going to be anything constant but ONE thing and as i live each day i see that no matter how hard i try to hold on to anything it will change.

Love, people,friends,feelings and thoughts they all morph into something new and the old is gone forever.

Now, the only thing that will never change is God. He is always constant, always faithful and he always LOVES me no matter my short comings.

School has just started and everything seems to be going just fine with that situation.

Learning is definetly a process where you scratch out old ideas and replace them with something new. I hate math with a passion but am trying so hard to cram my brain with these numbers, formulas and such. English on the other hand...I am having quite a time with that subject because words are unlike anything they build, break down and create.

As for the rest of my life it is all following what was stated in my open first original thought...changing. I am no longer friends with certain people and am not persuing other particular friendships with people who burden my life with drama and confusion. I believe that you should fill your life with people that make your life better, not worse. How would being freinds with someone who tears you down be of any benefit?

Saterday I am going to be in the Walk for a cure for Juvinile Diabetes. I think that it is a worthy cause and i am actually pretty excited to be a part of that.

Lets see...Let me give you all some random things that i have either discovered or that have happened to me as of late.

-i love you

-vanessa is my cousin and my best friend

-you can't love anyone before God

-people make mistakes, it's learning that's the hard part

-we are no longer getting money at work for referrring people

-i am going to be wonder woman for halloween

-there is always new music to be discovered

-even really nice people can turn out to not be so nice

-i dont like when mothers yell at they're children in public for something really stupid like looking at something.. i mean come on lady.

okayy well im all out of stuff soo i will try my best to keep you all updated next chance i get!

im OUT(yy),

alwaystogetherbatmanforever.

Crystal!

my thought of the way:

The heart is crying out deep inside, it reaches out for that one love that can only be fullfiled by the one who made you. All else is just a gift, take it all in rememebrance of the one who gave it

Lyric of the day:

"if every these building falls, and all the stars fade we'll STILL be singing that song the one they cant take away. " - Matt Kearney 'Closer to Love'

Superr blonde w purple streak.

All you need is love.

Smile.

Sing me to sleep dear.

Hey World.

I haven't updated this in a few weeks, i am aware that i have abandoned you all and you feel oh so very forgotten and for that i send a million apologies. (lol)

Now, where to begin... My life has gotten more complex and yet simpler all at the same time..

i am now a part-time college student.

i have been hanging out with some new and old friends and having a good time

i will be starting the divorce process soon and that isnt going to be fun

i have discovered some new FANTASTIC music!

i have also found that there are actually some one in a millions out there

life is amazing at the moment. Ive let go of what has happened and i forgive you for any hurt you have caused me. I will probably never remember some of the good times we shared (of the few we had) but i have to let go because this is not a beneficial relationship for either of us. I understand that you don't see you being with her as an affair but i do. I need an open and honest relationship because there shouldnt be any questions or worries like that, but enough of that. =)

When the rain comes, a rainbow follows and i found that sometimes the rain can even be a beautiful thing like you almost couldn't imgine.

there are many things in my life that are changing but everything has a season.

Time is moving on and life is holding no restraits, i have made mistakes but we live and learn (at least thats the idea)

Well farewall for now

my sweetest loves,

Crystal